| Beautiful Black Man.... |
| Beautiful Black Man...love of my life For over 30 years I have been your wife Dedicated and loving...honest and true Yet for 11 long years haven't lived with you.... My heart full of love...my eyes full of tears Watching you and I changing over the years.... You asked me yesterday what ever went wrong Shall I give you examples of my heartsong.... You needed a woman who would let you roam free I needed a man to truly need me... We both had requirements the other can't fill We both needed something different to fit the bill The passion was Heaven...love strong to this day Yet both of us chose to walk away... I found myself moving backwards my pain evident I searched deep within to find peace and feel spent.. You searched for another when I moved and paid rent Yet now you come to me...say you want to repent... You asked me what ever made the relationship sour.. I have plenty of time...do you have 'bout an hour... I needed your strength to make me feel whole.. You needed to seek outside to free your soul... The pain kept me lonely...I wanted you only Because I took vows that I'm bound to you solely Beautiful Black Man...Love of my life... We maintain a love that is deep with no strife... We parted as friends so no hard feelings remain So please don't ask now why we don't act the same I will love you til parted by death or destruction Isn't that enough for you to function I remember the times when I cried my heart out I can never forget how I wanted to scream and shout I had to search inward for peace and quiet So why come back now to start a new heart riot Let's remember what was with a smile on our faces Don't try to change things that have now switched places Beautiful Black Man...My heart's desire.... You say you still deeply feel the fire... My fire burns brightly and only for you... But you have other women...you know that it's true.. I will not risk my life by sleeping with 22 Why have me and them...it's sad to see what you do Trying to stick by my side like wet crazy glue You told me our passion is hot wild and free.... And yet you went out and cheated on me.... Yes now I am stronger...your love slave no longer... I stand by MY vows...to you respect I have bowed... My promise to you not to stray I have found Gives me peace and prosperity...I'm happy I'm sound.. Beautiful Black Man...you hot sexy beast... Do your other lover's fill your need for a feast... Yes let's repect my wishes...not to press me for sex It seems that you never want to be my ex... So my love just remember...as we enter September... The passion and fire you feel burning for me... I've been there and done that now my body is free... I have longed for this moment to say what I feel... And now that it's happening...boo tell me..Is this real... So you want to rejoin with me...a good woman I am But a zip damn fool I cannot be once again... Beautiful Black Man...Love of my life... For the 30 plus years I have been your wife... I've prayed and you strayed...I've cleansed you from heart I've gotten used to us being apart.. I no longer crave you...my senses freefalling... I no longer stay up all night sniffling and balling.. I look in your eyes and yes I see the fire... But fire for you means fulfilling desire... Don't look so surprised that I turned you down.. I'll still be here waiting when your senses come around I'll always have a door open into my heart But the strength I feel now will never part Beautiful Black Man...you are making me laugh... Let's talk again soon...let's do lunch and forget the past Let's chat about locing and bowling and cats... Let's chat about family and which you saw last.. Don't make me go there with a negative stance.. We are friends and no pain will intrude on our joy Let's pretend you've grown up...are not just a big boy You're freaking me out with the words you are saying.. But boo...I can't hang...no I'm afraid you're not staying Yes I love you forever...my husband...spouse...friend But I cannot go back to that old me again... Remember the last time that we were together.. We vowed not again until we could make it forever Beautiful Black Man...my lover for life.... I cannot pretend I'm not feeling the strife.. My thinking is clear...my smile is for real... Stop looking at me like I'm a Happy Meal... It's always fun to get hit on by you... But don't be mistaken...your wife's NOT a fool.. I'll still always be married to you... You naughty man...you passions tool... I am deeper and broader...my mind not my butt Never again will I let myself get in an emotional rut I need you to Overstand I'm sincere... I LOVE the woman I see in the mirror... You can no longer play little games with my mind... You can not take my pride...keep me lost...undefined.. I am free of spirit...so yes I have changed.. I am daezhavoo...the one who remains... I'm a loced head free thinker...who's will says I AM Your delicate flower...does not NEED a man... ....just me...daez Copyright 9-21-2003 |
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